The Love Of Money - Episode 2
25-07-25 (19:09)
"Yeah," I said. "Me too."
"Are you okay? Do you need to talk?"
I shook my head, "I do, but I'm going to grab some
coffee with a friend. I tried giving her a smile, but it felt
half-hearted. "Want me to bring you back anything
when I get back in later?"
She smiled back at me, hers much more genuine-
looking than mine felt. She really had a lovely smile
and a sweet disposition. There were a few premature
lines on her face, likely due to her moron of a husband.
"No thank you. Jim will probably be home then. He..."
She didn't finish the sentence, but she didn't need to.
"I get it," I said. "Do you need anything?"
She shook her head, "No thank you. I'm good."
I stared directly into her dark brown eyes for a long
moment, assessing the situation. It was crazy how
quickly you could forget about your troubles when you
were concerned about someone else, even if it was
your girlfriend cheating on you.
"Okay, I finally said, "But you know I'm here if you
need anything."
"Of course," she said. "The same goes for you. I mean...
when Jim isn't here. You know."
"I know. Thanks, Mrs. Lucas."
"I keep telling you," she said. "Phoebe is fine."
I nodded and gave her a weak smile, "I'll try."
I turned and made my way toward the elevator, then
hesitated and turned around, "Oh, would you do me a
favor and make sure my door is locked after the lying
bitch is gone?"
An hour later.
"Order for Marcus!"
I retrieved my coffee from the counter and made my
way to my usual spot in the back of the common room
of Strange Mudd - a local coffee shop in New York.
Normally, I visited here early in the morning before
work when the customers were a bit more sparse. I
rarely visited this late in the morning, and I was
fortunate enough to find a seat-a small miracle. The din
of a busy coffee shop slipped into white noise as I sat
drinking my coffee, staring into space, and letting my
breakup sink in..
My story was like the stories of so many others in New
York City. I grew up as part of middle class America in
upstate New York. I was one of four children to an
architect mother and a musician father. Well... step-
father. My actual dad skipped out on my mother the
moment the stick tumed blue. Or pink. Whichever one
meant that my mom was pregnant with me.
It was a good childhood. My mom loved me and after I
was born, she went back to finish school, leaning on
her parents to help raise me while she was busy.
Within a year of completing her degree and getting a
job, she married Henry, and our family went from two
to six due to Henry having a daughter a year younger
than me. A childhood, two more half-siblings, and a
degree later, I found myself in New York working as a
financial analyst for a firm thanks to an education in
finance.
I developed a pretty good life here. One cat named
Jack, a single- room studio apartment, a handful of
relationships, and a small group of friends, including-
"Sup nerd?"
Dillon dropped in the chair at my small table opposite
from me, grinning ear-to-ear as he wiped his hands on
his apron. Dillon was an aspiring actor who had tried his
luck out in LA and through a string of events, had
ended up in New York doing mostly stage. He liked it
well enough, but New York wasn't cheap, and he
needed the coffee shop to supplement his income until
he finally made it big.
"What're you doing here? I thought you would have
been chest deep in Jessica right about now." He glanced
at his phone then looked around, "Isn't she supposed to
go to the airport in a couple hours? She here?"
I took a sip of my coffee and just stared at it as I
placed it on the table.
"Yo. Everything alright?" He asked, his tone taking a bit
more of an edge. Dillon was the least serious of my
friends, but he was also the most empathic of the
group.
I just shook my head and glanced up at him, trying
hard to hide the fact that I was really confused.
"What happened?" He asked, looking genuinely
concerned.
I shrugged one shoulder and finally piped up, "We
broke up. She's not moving here. There's someone else,
so she's staying there."
Silence reigned between us for a few moments and I
resigned myself to studying my coffee cup again.
"Man... that sucks. When did she tell you?"
"About thirty or forty minutes ago," I said, not looking
up at him.
"Bitch.."
"Yeah..."
"Where is she now?"
"My apartment, getting her crap together. I told her to
leave and lock the door on the way out. She'll probably
be gone in another hour or two."
"You want me to call my uncle? could have her arrested
for being in your apartment. We could say she broke in
or something."
I chuckled at that. Dillon's uncle was NYPD. It was
tempting to do something like that to her after she gut-
punched me like that, but it wasn't worth it. Anyway, I
figured Dillon was primarily kidding. There was no way
someone on the force would risk his job over a favor
for a guy with relationship problems. He'd probably tell
me to get over it and remind me that I'm a fish in one
of the biggest ponds in the States.
I shook my head, "Nah dude. You're a real one for
offering, but I think I'll just let it be."
"You did say she could be a little much at times," Dillon
pointed out.
"Yeah. I did. But think was getting used to it." I
hesitated, looking around at all the random people who
had their own stuff going on. "I told her I was going to
ask her to marry me."
"Seriously?"
"Yeah"
"Were you?"
"Maybe," I shrugged. "I'd thought about it quite a bit. I
didn't have a ring yet, but I imagined proposing to her
when she finished moving here."
"Damn dude."
"Yeah. I know."
"But you probably dodged a bullet."
"Yeah. Maybe," I replied and took another sip of coffee.
"It was comfortable though. She was comfortable.
What we had was just nice... I don't know. It just
sucks."
"Yeah"
Silence fell between us again, and I just let the ambient
noise of the busy coffee shop fill my head with its
insistent buzzing... It was a good way to dissociate.
"Look at the bright side. You're single now. In one of
the cities with the largest populations of hot single
women in the US. It's a good place to fly solo."
Well, if it hadn't been Dillon's uncle telling me that, it
was bound to be Dillon.
I snorted, "That's true. I just hate the whole dating
thing."
"I don't blame you. It sucks ninety-eight percent of the
time, but that two percent of the time?" Dillon gave a
chef's kiss.
"You'll have to show me the ropes. It's been a while for
me."
"Yeah. We'll have to go out soon. I have an audition
tonight, or I'd say let's do it."
"Soon," I said and took another sip of coffee.
"I know a few too. And there's my sister. She likes you,
and she's not seeing anyone."
"I dunno," Dillon's sister was 19 and wild - two things I
definitely wasn't. "She might be a bit young for me."
Dillon shrugged, "I'd trust you with her... and there's
Natalie."
I hesitated mid-sip at the mention of that name.
Natalie.
I hesitated mid-sip at the mention of that name.
Natalie.
"You're both available now, right?" Dillon continued. He
glanced down at his phone. "Break's almost up, my guy.
I gotta get back to work. You got this though, dude.
Stars are aligning... this is gonna be your time. And if
you need to talk, you have my number." He clapped
me on the shoulder and gave it a squeeze. "Talk soon."
"Thanks man!" called out, raising my cup to him in
cheers as he retreated from my table. I finished off my
coffee as I mulled over what he'd just sald.
Jessica ending things the way she did hurt, but Dillon
had a good point. There were literally thousands of
women In New York.
And chief among them was Natalie
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