Expecting The Unexpected Chapter 47
25-07-25 (18:43)
EVELINE KNIGHT
We were now in the car heading for home. I didn't
dare to look at Xander even once. He was fuming with
anger. I could feel his jaw tightening, his tight grip on
the steering wheel. I was still holding the statue in my
hand tightly. Tears were continuously streaming down
from my cheeks. I was biting my lip trying my best to
not make any noise.
I can't stay like this.
I opened my mouth to say it "X-Xander-" but he cut me
off.
"Not a word Ev." He growled which made me quiet
again.
After we reached home he got out of the car I didn't
make any move. He came to my side and opened the
door taking off my seatbelt he said "Out." I quickly got
out of the car.
He again held my hand in his tightly and dragged me
inside. When we reached the bedroom. He left my
hand and turned around.
This time his eyes were different. His eyes showed an
emotion of...... defeat? I could see tears in his eyes, his
eyes were red. Whatever has happened so far I have
never seen tears in Xander's eyes before.
What have I done? I hate myself for doing this to him.
"Why are you like this Ev? You love to make me feel
helpless. Don't you?" he said in a broken voice.
Xander please don't let your tears fall I will never be
able to forgive myself.
"I am tired Ev. I am so tired of feeling this fear
everyday. The fear to lose you. But you won't
understand that." He paused for a moment then said
"Blake was right I should tell you everything maybe
knowing that you'll have some pity on me and stop
with your carelessness."
"X-Xander I-I am really sorry." I said in a low voice but
enough for him to hear it.
"How many times are you going to say sorry for your
mistakes when you don't even mean it."
I looked down. "Everything was fine when you were
not there in my life. I wish you would've never came
in my life."
Listening to him my heart shattered into millions of
pieces. I couldn't believe what he just said.
I can take everything but not this Xander.
"Why? Just because one girl cheated on you doesn't
mean you'll lose everyone."
"It's not about just cheating Ev. It's much more than
that. It was my mistake that I thought I can start a
new life with you that I can love you. But I was
wrong."
Why is he saying these things? Why can't he
understand that his each and every word is killing me.
"I don't want to experience that fear again. Fear of
losing someone."
"Why are you saying these things Xander? I promise I
won't ever do it again." he looked away and was
ready to leave when I held his hand.
"You wanted to know about my past. Let me tell you
everything." He sat on the couch and I was standing in
front of him. He rubbed his face with his hands once
and took a deep breath.
"Blake and me, we were best friends. Not only us but
Evan and" he closed his eyes for a moment then again
opened them, his eyes were red. "Mason too."
Mason? Who is he?
"We all were in the same college in Australia, we
always stayed together and we were always with
each other in times of needs. We were like the most
famous guys in our college."
"You already know everything about Blake and Evan.
Let me tell you somethings about Mason." He paused
and smiled to himself.
"Mason was different from us. He always stayed
engaged with his studies. He was the most innocent
one while our lives were filled with girls, parties, sex.
He never came with us to any parties he said he hated
parties. You know I loved spending time with him. We
would always go to his house and have fun there
together. He was everything for me just like you are
now. His smile, I don't know I could do anything to see
that smile on his face. Just like yours. He was my best
friend, my brother. He had some breathing problems,
sometimes he couldn't sleep alone I would go to his
house and stay with him the whole night. Our bond
was so strong that no one could break that ever." He
was still smiling while saying these things.
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